bobbing for ladybugs

hello, allergies. my new roommate is so awesome. although, I won't have internet at the new place.... :[ no webcamming with loverboy. which I'm waiting to do now! I miss him. want!...

allergies suck. but my day was good anyway. I got an extra hour and a half at work. tomorrow I work until 5:30. that's cool, seeing as I need more hours. it's not cool seeing as I need to pack [meh, who needs to pack?] and it would be nice to chill out for a day. but whatever. I have responsibilities. sigh. it really does give me this sense of satisfaction to go to work and earn my paychecks,...

I move to the new little bungalow in a few days. I haven't packed a single thing. too tired from work and having some kind of a social life- meaning hannah. I made a shirt last night. it took three hours. but it is BITCHIN. I really miss Kyle. he leaves so much of an impact on me. my arms miss his shoulders underneath them in the morning, my lips miss his lips pressed against them, my legs miss...

can I please live there? in a cute little bungalow, with dog beds in the living room, with my love? I promise I'd bake up a storm and take care of everything! ugh. I miss it so much already. correction: I miss HIM so much already. saying goodbye at an airport [or any other place for that matter] is terrible. feeling your hands let go of each other, and the space between you only getting...

today was good. got up at 7:45, hit snooze until 8:00. got up, got dressed, made a sandwich for lunch and caught the bus. arrived at work twenty minutes early, so I went to winco to buy a banana and juice. on my way out, ran into hannah, who was opening with me, and we walked to work together. we listened to classic rock all morning until our manager got their. see, we have 4 "pre-approved"...

we have no groceries. sigh. this isn't a new thing. I mean, we DO have a few things- mac n cheese, ramen, bread... blah blah blah. but nothing healthy/enjoyable. and all carbs. hmmm. I think I need a cup of coffee this morning, but I'm lazy, so a cup of tea will have to do. it tastes better anyway. thinking about the fact that I will be in that boy's city, space, breathing room in three days-...

I am so tired lately. anemia- IT'S THE SHIT. four days until I get to kiss the sweetest boy on the planet. two weeks until I move into that adorable little bungalow. ugh, I work tomorrow, the next day, and the next day. three days in a row?! who does that?! I got called "foxy lady" by a martin short look-alike. he owns the place my dad takes guitar lessons from. oh, I FINALLY got an ID....